Wake Up!

The truth is out there, more people need to tell their stories of CPS Corruption, judicial ignorance, case worker purgery, and injustice to family unity. How are we suppose to protect our kids from THIS too? I want to help advocate for families struggling with CPS (Can’t Protect Shite) to expose the truth about the corrupt system based on “children’s best interests. This is a sad reality that plagues the entire world. How easy you can have your life ripped from your arms, your heart ripped from your chest; and your life flashes before your eyes. All it takes is a little bull -honky, sociopathic tendencies, and a little nudge from the dark side to destroy someone else’s family. Once they are in, you don’t get away without a fight. You literally have to fight for your children or they will walk all over you wihout thinking twice. False allegations are as good as facts to most CPS case workers, less “work” and more money. The rights of the custodial loving parent seems to mean less than securing our children’s futures, and setting them up for success; to take our places at the helm. Something so cold and scary is at each families back door, Crouching in the darkest shadows. False allegations, non substantiated lies, backed by uneducated, mentally unstable, and heartless people. I lost my son illegally, and I’m doing all I can to get the word and the truth out to the world. I will stop at nothing till my son is home with me. I am justified in my writing, because I’m telling the entire truth. I am going to expose the truth, give the facts, and hopefully educate people about the severity of this epidemic. I am supported by an expert child psychologist who is urging me to go public with my story. This is the beginning of my process to show the public the uneasy corrupt system we are fooled into trusting. Don’t stop fighting, you know what needs to be done, so do something, anything! Until the masses come forth with their stories, this destructive force silently follows each and every parent, it is not picky. You may be in this mess for a good reason, but their is never a good reason to separate a child from a safe, loving parent; especially after court services are completed. In my situation, my entire case is a farce, fueled by a manic, sociopathic heartless, empty vessel, I once knew. Join me in my journey to expose CPS Corruption, and hold all responsible. I lost everything just months after I moved to Oregon to start anew. Within 1.5 months, for the first time in my life, I had 3 calls into the hotline with false allegations that brought hell to my doorstep. I trusted in my family, and was literally disowned by them, back turned on me in my lowest, most emotionally damaging experience of my life, and nobody bats an eye. “CPS doesn’t mess up that bad!” That is the disillusioned view of anyone that refuses to educate themselves. Family=Unconditional love. I learned the hard way, that statement means jack. Do yourself a solid, keep your grudge, and passive aggression out of the lives of other parents, for the child’s sake. If there is nothing to substantiate a case, no abuse, no cause for alarm, all you have left are empty lies. But in this society, feeding the pig faces, and summoning the LOST monster are priorities over our children. How upset my grandma would be if she were still here. Don’t give up parents!

CPS/SS

There are not too many differences between the Natzi SS officers, and CPS……… Talk amongst yourselves, I’m feeling vaclempt.

Sad little face, I miss you more than the moon misses the tides. I will never stop searching till you are home with me and unconditional love. This is a test my love, be strong and have faith, mommas coming to get you, as soon as I find a way!

PLEASE HELP

If there is some organization, officials, agency, or PI that will assist me in finding my child, it would be so great. I need help, I have not stopped sending certified letters to government officials. My case was closed months ago so I can not get any answers out of CPS. The recieving state claims he is not there, even though the case worker I spoke to signed off on my son’s father’s home study. When I reached out to my son’s father, Brandon Soto, with my concerns…..Brandon told me I crossed the line and said that caused me to loose the courtesy of allowing our son contact with his mom, and only custodial parent his entire life. Am I missing something??

Help me reach my son!

Is there anyway, or anyone that knows how I can get my father’s son in contact with me????? There is no help from Oregon, no help from NC, and it’s been months. There was no case opened in the receiving state, so there isn’t any case worker that is responsible for my son’s wellbeing. That means I have no recourse. The FBI wasn’t helpful, the cops don’t deal with the Gestapo, and his father is a liar, criminal and tup till now, has been absent. Now he is trying to stay under the radar by not allowing contact; because he’s afraid like a quivering beat up abused animal in the corner. He is scared that my son, who wants to come home, will say something to incriminate him, tell me where he lives, or tell me what’s really going on there. Who do I contact to reach my son?! I guess I would have to call CPS on him???? Then I would have to hope that all goes well after, I don’t want Sebastian back in the system and I live so far away, it is a touchy subject. If anyone knows where I may be able to stay in NC, I would fly there asap to start working on locating them. I need help, I have not spoken to my broken hearted little 8 year old since last year. His father has never done anything like this, and I never kept those two apart. His father never paid child support or kept in contact with us, then gets mad at me when I have to move over and over, due to unaffordable housing, and, making sure we never once slept in a shelter or in my car. I’ve been working my ass off to keep us above water, all on my own. Now, I’m looked at as a bad mom, because my family doesn’t know about CPS corruption. So I’ve lost their support as well as every other good thing in my life. Please, if anyone knows how I can reach my son, or who to contact to find him, and make his father contact me, I would gladly accept the help. I have tried all the legal ways to go about this…….

Patience and Love

I can not express how much pain this experience has caused me. Not to mention, how I usually am, has been drastically changed. I feel less joy, I feel jaded, I don’t believe in humanity as a whole, I also don’t hold family in high regard since they all betrayed me. However; my love and dedication to my son and to bring him home, has only grown stronger. I know that justice will prevail and Love is greater than deceit. No matter how much energy and time I’ve wasted to get attention about my situation, only to hit a wall. And no matter how many ignor me or lie to me….I will continue to press forward. My love is my son, he is my heart and all I live for. He makes me feel alive, worthy, and this entire experience, when Sebastian is home, will prove to me that I am worthy of being his mother. Nothing comes for free, I believe that you must work for what you have. Nothing worth having, comes free. My life has drastically changed more than a couple times. This is just a glitch in time, that will be in the past soon. I try to live in the now, try to focus on what I can do, and put my trust in the universe, and the overall balancing of it all. All you need is love, I have faith in the universe and know my son will never stop believing in me brining him home. I am greatful for the power of the web, and hope someone wants to help me publish my story. It has caused me to loose everything, unfortunately money is the only reason I’m in this position. I was a target, being a single mother, and low income. Without the help of Dr. Gilbert Kliman, and my dad, I would have been a lot less optimistic, and may have not been able to make it this far. Not a day goes by that I don’t try to reach my son. His father is ignoring my calls. He is afraid that his lies will be exposed and that my son will say something to me that will prove his story is false. But I will never stop fighting to bring my son home. I’m not sure who thought I would have given up by now, but this is one strong mother. I appreciate anyone who reads my blogs, I am greatful for any information shared with me, and I sympathize with anyone else going through anything remotely close to what I’m dealing with.