Personal Guidance from an experienced teacher

I would like to help others decode the verbage DHS /CPS uses to confuse us. They have many tricks up their Versace sleeves. I have been through the worst possible situation; and if I knew what I was reading, or being told by the public defenders, it would have empowered me. If I only knew that case workers lie, cut and paste made up nasty things about us, into our files, misconstrued evidence, or lack of in most cases. “The government officials have immunity”, that’s not always true. I want to educate you during a one on one Skype meeting; and I will help you work through your candy coded file. Hopefully to empower you to make correct moves that will be educated and thought out, to put you in the driver’s seat. I will follow up, and each session there will be a charge, but I will send you an email with the information we go over, if possible, some resources, and a written summary via email. This will give you the strength and confidence to conquer the stubborn system. Because knowledge is power after all. Blessings!

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*Surprise, Surprise*

I have been lucky enough to have a lawyer take my case. My son’s past psychologist is an advocate for abused children, especially that are involved with CPS. I have kept in contact with this angel. He tried to help me when Sebastian was still in the state. Nobody would listen, nobody responded to any of the documents he wrote on our behalf. He flew into Oregon from California, in his own jet. He then spent time doing a full mental evaluation on both my father and I, write full reports, and all on his own dime. He attended the dependency hearing, and since the judge wanted nothing to do with me, this doctor was never asked to testify. Because the crocked judge never even mentioned, “the child’s best interests”, or say the words, ” the child’s well being”, he did not even say his name. The hearing was about Sebastian’s best interests, and about my progress. So why would the judge completely ignor his civil duties? Why would he deny me due process? He did not look my way, or address me at all. Except when he threatened me, while yelling. I spoke without asking my public defender if I could. Other than the one time that Mr. Bucher yelled at me; he did not address me, speak to me, about me, or even asked if anyone with me wanted to testify. He denied me of my civil rights and did not acknowledge any of my progress or speak to me. This extremely unpleasant experience was completely useless, my case worker, and my son’s father’s lawyer both committed purgery. My case worker may as well have been working against me. She decieved the court, and was not asked to provide documentation of the information she was lying about. I was given the opportunity to speak, and when I gave my testimony I spoke about many things at great lengths. So much so, that the very savvy Judge Bucher decided that we should reconvene, a later date, to discuss all the things I brought up. One was a discrepancy about my services completed. My lying case worker said I did not finish my services, however; months prior, she asked my counselor if I could stay involved in services until my case was over. I explained that was the reason I did not have discharge papers for my counseling services. The next hearing was held three weeks later. This hearing did not cover anything important, it was not a time to discuss my progress, as Judge B. explains at the opening of the hearing. It literally was held to pass some more time, because the case worker committed an interstate abduction by moving my son to his father’s care. She did that without contacting me, the court, or my public defender. The Judge did not care that the case worker was in the wrong, because she, “didn’t know it was wrong”, and admitted that she will not do it again. I found out recently, both case workers that handled my case no longer work for DHS, and the supervisor assigned to my case was moved to a different branch. I feel as if it is growing closer to redemption time. The dispicable acts that were committed in my case will all be brought to the surface and dealt with. My case is in appealate court, and my lawyer is working on bringing my son home. He was moved to NC from OR. He has been alienated from me, and his father is going to be surprised to find out all this was a big lie. The last year of my life was all made up to make me look like a bad mother. Something in which I have never been, and never will be. The tides are turning and I am feeling very positive. I AM COMING FOR YOU ALL! Remember when I kept saying that this is all false? It’s about time, for you all that wronged me and my son, are held responsible for the severe pain you allowed my wonderful son to endure. The “family” I use to have, were all wrong. It is all going to be known, and my son will be returned home by the time he finishes 3rd grade. Then we can move somewhere, change our names, and disappear from the lives of the ones that turned on me. I feel like this experience has brought me closer to the reality of the horrid actions that CPS gets away with daily. I know what I’m meant to do now, I found my calling and I am greatful to have been able to figure that out trough such pain and suffering. I am going to put all I can, into advocating, and educating the masses of this destructive force of evil sweeping across the globe. Join me in my journey to expose the truth, hold those accountable, and hopefully give others hope and strength to deal with CPS in their own ways.

Wake Up!

The truth is out there, more people need to tell their stories of CPS Corruption, judicial ignorance, case worker purgery, and injustice to family unity. How are we suppose to protect our kids from THIS too? I want to help advocate for families struggling with CPS (Can’t Protect Shite) to expose the truth about the corrupt system based on “children’s best interests. This is a sad reality that plagues the entire world. How easy you can have your life ripped from your arms, your heart ripped from your chest; and your life flashes before your eyes. All it takes is a little bull -honky, sociopathic tendencies, and a little nudge from the dark side to destroy someone else’s family. Once they are in, you don’t get away without a fight. You literally have to fight for your children or they will walk all over you wihout thinking twice. False allegations are as good as facts to most CPS case workers, less “work” and more money. The rights of the custodial loving parent seems to mean less than securing our children’s futures, and setting them up for success; to take our places at the helm. Something so cold and scary is at each families back door, Crouching in the darkest shadows. False allegations, non substantiated lies, backed by uneducated, mentally unstable, and heartless people. I lost my son illegally, and I’m doing all I can to get the word and the truth out to the world. I will stop at nothing till my son is home with me. I am justified in my writing, because I’m telling the entire truth. I am going to expose the truth, give the facts, and hopefully educate people about the severity of this epidemic. I am supported by an expert child psychologist who is urging me to go public with my story. This is the beginning of my process to show the public the uneasy corrupt system we are fooled into trusting. Don’t stop fighting, you know what needs to be done, so do something, anything! Until the masses come forth with their stories, this destructive force silently follows each and every parent, it is not picky. You may be in this mess for a good reason, but their is never a good reason to separate a child from a safe, loving parent; especially after court services are completed. In my situation, my entire case is a farce, fueled by a manic, sociopathic heartless, empty vessel, I once knew. Join me in my journey to expose CPS Corruption, and hold all responsible. I lost everything just months after I moved to Oregon to start anew. Within 1.5 months, for the first time in my life, I had 3 calls into the hotline with false allegations that brought hell to my doorstep. I trusted in my family, and was literally disowned by them, back turned on me in my lowest, most emotionally damaging experience of my life, and nobody bats an eye. “CPS doesn’t mess up that bad!” That is the disillusioned view of anyone that refuses to educate themselves. Family=Unconditional love. I learned the hard way, that statement means jack. Do yourself a solid, keep your grudge, and passive aggression out of the lives of other parents, for the child’s sake. If there is nothing to substantiate a case, no abuse, no cause for alarm, all you have left are empty lies. But in this society, feeding the pig faces, and summoning the LOST monster are priorities over our children. How upset my grandma would be if she were still here. Don’t give up parents!

CPS/SS

There are not too many differences between the Natzi SS officers, and CPS……… Talk amongst yourselves, I’m feeling vaclempt.

Sad little face, I miss you more than the moon misses the tides. I will never stop searching till you are home with me and unconditional love. This is a test my love, be strong and have faith, mommas coming to get you, as soon as I find a way!

PLEASE HELP

If there is some organization, officials, agency, or PI that will assist me in finding my child, it would be so great. I need help, I have not stopped sending certified letters to government officials. My case was closed months ago so I can not get any answers out of CPS. The recieving state claims he is not there, even though the case worker I spoke to signed off on my son’s father’s home study. When I reached out to my son’s father, Brandon Soto, with my concerns…..Brandon told me I crossed the line and said that caused me to loose the courtesy of allowing our son contact with his mom, and only custodial parent his entire life. Am I missing something??

Help me reach my son!

Is there anyway, or anyone that knows how I can get my father’s son in contact with me????? There is no help from Oregon, no help from NC, and it’s been months. There was no case opened in the receiving state, so there isn’t any case worker that is responsible for my son’s wellbeing. That means I have no recourse. The FBI wasn’t helpful, the cops don’t deal with the Gestapo, and his father is a liar, criminal and tup till now, has been absent. Now he is trying to stay under the radar by not allowing contact; because he’s afraid like a quivering beat up abused animal in the corner. He is scared that my son, who wants to come home, will say something to incriminate him, tell me where he lives, or tell me what’s really going on there. Who do I contact to reach my son?! I guess I would have to call CPS on him???? Then I would have to hope that all goes well after, I don’t want Sebastian back in the system and I live so far away, it is a touchy subject. If anyone knows where I may be able to stay in NC, I would fly there asap to start working on locating them. I need help, I have not spoken to my broken hearted little 8 year old since last year. His father has never done anything like this, and I never kept those two apart. His father never paid child support or kept in contact with us, then gets mad at me when I have to move over and over, due to unaffordable housing, and, making sure we never once slept in a shelter or in my car. I’ve been working my ass off to keep us above water, all on my own. Now, I’m looked at as a bad mom, because my family doesn’t know about CPS corruption. So I’ve lost their support as well as every other good thing in my life. Please, if anyone knows how I can reach my son, or who to contact to find him, and make his father contact me, I would gladly accept the help. I have tried all the legal ways to go about this…….

Patience and Love

I can not express how much pain this experience has caused me. Not to mention, how I usually am, has been drastically changed. I feel less joy, I feel jaded, I don’t believe in humanity as a whole, I also don’t hold family in high regard since they all betrayed me. However; my love and dedication to my son and to bring him home, has only grown stronger. I know that justice will prevail and Love is greater than deceit. No matter how much energy and time I’ve wasted to get attention about my situation, only to hit a wall. And no matter how many ignor me or lie to me….I will continue to press forward. My love is my son, he is my heart and all I live for. He makes me feel alive, worthy, and this entire experience, when Sebastian is home, will prove to me that I am worthy of being his mother. Nothing comes for free, I believe that you must work for what you have. Nothing worth having, comes free. My life has drastically changed more than a couple times. This is just a glitch in time, that will be in the past soon. I try to live in the now, try to focus on what I can do, and put my trust in the universe, and the overall balancing of it all. All you need is love, I have faith in the universe and know my son will never stop believing in me brining him home. I am greatful for the power of the web, and hope someone wants to help me publish my story. It has caused me to loose everything, unfortunately money is the only reason I’m in this position. I was a target, being a single mother, and low income. Without the help of Dr. Gilbert Kliman, and my dad, I would have been a lot less optimistic, and may have not been able to make it this far. Not a day goes by that I don’t try to reach my son. His father is ignoring my calls. He is afraid that his lies will be exposed and that my son will say something to me that will prove his story is false. But I will never stop fighting to bring my son home. I’m not sure who thought I would have given up by now, but this is one strong mother. I appreciate anyone who reads my blogs, I am greatful for any information shared with me, and I sympathize with anyone else going through anything remotely close to what I’m dealing with.