Sleepless in Oregon…

I have everything I need, except money to reunite us. Nobody has donated to my cause and I have attempted 3 separate times, to raise money for my displaced child. I have found no support in any capacity on the renegade mission this time either. The case will be dealt with neatly, organized, planned with presicion, and lawfully; when I make it back to Oregon with Sebastian.

And unfortunately, since I’m a stage IV cancer survivor, on a fixed and limited income; affording such an endeavor, (even though it is the only time I’ve ever reached out for help) it falls on deaf ears. Not ever have I been one to need assistance or have I been in the position where I’m begging for someone just to read my posts. It has been very hard to comprehend, especially being that everyone I knew, almost, was in a dilutional mindset focused on being AGAINST ME. And those planted opinions of me ( again….completely out of character for me) were only based off lies. And never proven heresay. Plus, all four of my case workers false reporting, a discraceful judicial system; that had three different public defenders attempt to handle my case.

IN CONCLUSION—-DHS/CPS STEALS CHILDREN. AND IF THE CASES CARRY OUT ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO THE CHILD BEING KIDNAPPED, (SENT AWAY) WITH NO CONCERN FOR CHILDREN’S WELL BEING. THEY ARE ALL ASSURED MORE BLOOD MONEY. **Currently the seemingly “seperate entities”, PUBLIC DEFENDERS,JUDGES, and the Case workers, ALL MAKE THE MOST MONEY PER CASE, ONLY WHEN IT IS CARRIED OUT COMPLETELY. Regardless of any positive changes from parents, in the interim. Regardless how I was abused by the system, discriminated against, and lied about over and over..I still lost my son, illegally.

Legally, and lawfully, my case was fabricated, I was placated, and made a fool of, my family has all ignored my plea’s, discraced me and forgotten about the person that use to be loved unconditionally. They have taken everything I’ve ever worked for, and loved; in less than a one year time frame. My son is being lied to, and hearing others lying about me. That has become a constant in his life experience lately. And the stinger, over all the rest, his father has alienated us, I have not spoken to my sweet boy in a year. I know, personally, two of the worst parents I’ve met, have been through the CPS rigamoral, and both with extremely serious provable parental abusive cases- still….NEVER LOST THIER CHILDREN IN THE END.

I WAS SET UP, BY FAMILY.

I’m going through menopause,stress, depression, and now my body doesn’t function well enough to retain a full time job successfully. I am broken physically and emotionally, having no support from my family has been the worst experience of my life thus far. My family has condemned me, because individuals with a pinnochio nose a mile long, swindled the seemingly febel minded people in my life. The level of betrayal, loss, and loneliness I’ve suffered since I got into Oregon, has started a fire inside me. And being faced with the greatest, meanest, sneakiest, vile monstrosities on this dimension, the Phoenix waits anxious, but patient. Indeed, not one person I know can relate to my situation in such a capicity that would allow a perspective view. Or an understanding of my seriously grim storyline. Maybe I expect too much of my network. I don’t know if my posts are even looked at. I had a bigger turn out from old friends when I was in the hospital with cancer. My CHILD HAS BEEN TAKEN, NO PAPER TRAIL, ALIENATED, EMOTIONALLY ABUSED, LIED TO BY FAMILY, AND SEPERATED FROM ONE ANOTHER, AND ALL I WANT IS TO KNOW IM NOT ALONE. The day I stepped foot on Portland Oregon’s despicable-back-stabbing, LIBERAL AF soil, I WAS ALONE.

IN THE TWO YEARS I’VE BEEN OUT OF CALI, I’VE ONLY REALLY NEEDED A FRIEND, SOMEONE TO TALK TO, VENT TO, or assure that I’m not alone. Instead I feel forgotten about. It’s difficult to be in my skin right now, I’m so tired of fighting, I’m so afraid for my son’s emotional state, his trust issues will extend to family when it’s resolved. All for what? The worst possible outcome in most DHS cases, the child is harmed after being taken out of thier loving, fimilar home. And greedy, heartless, drones continue to deform the minds of many of America’s future leaders.

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Please help bring Sebastian home



Please read and repost. No obligation to donate, I have many disturbing updates to blog later today. Please be aware that the government corrupted judicial system will be the demise of the overall sanity of families and children; causing damage beyond repair. These are the faces of the future of the world. And the judicial system is allowing our very own future leaders, to endure extreme heartache, betrayal and abandonment. How noncondusive to to the betterment of American future events and communications.

The amount of disregard for my son’s wellbeing and my emotional state, by the state of Oregon; is downright offensive. The months of anticipation to recieve a remanded verdict, was squashed the other day. Unfortunately I opened my email on my birthday to read the attached letters. It made me curl up like a baby and cry my eyes out like I hadn’t done in so long. My boy is not only ‘invisible’, but now I have this crap response to a clearly unlawful situation that cost me my life and my son’s life. His father has abusive tendencies. He was raised without his father, and distrusts, even hates women; he once confided to me. He also has not been in Sebastian’s life monetarily, or emotionally, or physically. The court dismissed my case as if I never came to Oregon with my son. They took no responsibility or action, based off my extremely poorly handled child welfare case. They didn’t want to change my verdict due to all the wrong actions taken against me by Washington County DHS. In doing so, they would have had countless inconsistencies and lies, not to mention, ill-filed documents; and many many unsubstantiated lies to base thier opinions on. I am, again, outraged. To know that I have to suffer this much by the hands of something so blatantly wrong and untruthful; is extremely sad, frustrating and dameaning. It’s as if I am in a foreign land;and have had my rights stripped of me and my child kidnapped and sold. I am in the process of writing a screen play, or book. I have been in constant persuit of anyone that will publish my story. And, going to begin again, trying to get any government officials to listen to me, and help me. Please help me with any resources or persons of interest to contact based on the needs I have now. Thank you so much ❤️

Keep Your Nose Out Of Other Family’s Business!

I recently found out that my friend living in Florida; is dealing with CPS now.

This happened because the school called. The way our schools don’t pay much attention to many healthy dietary regulations, kids with food sensitivities have difficulty eating them. Therefore; some may get the wrong impression if noticing a child gettin ill after lunch, on occasion…. The woman I speak of raises three healthy girls, thier dad has recently passed. She is a good person, and a great single mom with much family support. The school nurse felt the need to accuse this wonderful lady of abuse, due to her bulimic young daughter!

A CPS case was reported and now she has a list of required actions to assure them that all the girls are in good health and eating a proper diet. This, amongst other things, will allow her to produce results, and the case will be dismissed. This is in a perfect world, and I sincerely hope that is how the case will go.

In my case, I had 2 malicious associates that I had never done anything disrespectful or hurtful to, at any point in our lives. One was my sons father. They continued to feed the case workers with lies about me, falsified documents, and portrayed me as a horrible person. That, with the help of the noncompliant case workers; and thier added lies into my case file. This gave the decision makers the wrong impression of me. That made it a loosing effort on my part, that no matter what I said, or did, I was definitely not going to have a chance against this corrupt association. I was apparently accused of kicking my son, on the way to get on the bus one day; by the bus driver. It was a morning after we had an argument about getting dressed. So Sebastian was crying, I certainly wanted him to feel loved and better, before going to school. I made certain to express this as to give him a better experience to his school day. It just shows us all how misunderstanding situations lead to child removal, lies, ruined families, and uncertain children, that are left behind and felt abandoned by thier true families. Leaving a scarred heart, and scarred lives. Mostly leaving an emptiness never filled again, until reunited. It makes me so emotional and extremely sad. I cry thinking about my son, no matter how hard I hold back. I need this to be over. Im so worried about him. He is beimg held against his will, to contact me. His father is committing abuse by committing parental alienation. I want to go extract my baby from NC. I am still the registered as the custodian of my son, does anyone know if that is legal???

Petition the Government……

April 28, 2019

Dear President Donald J. Trump: 
Dear Sen. Ron Wyden : 
Dear Sen. Jeff Merkley : 
Dear Rep. Suzanne Bonamici : 

Families are being abused by State CPS and Family Courts through out the United States of America, this is a major issue that needs to be addressed, Families that have had their civil rights violated through family court proceedings and the fact that all due process and constitutional rights are violated and manipulated by family court judges, District Attorneys, and Commissioners of /social services departments as well as CPS workers, and court appointed attorneys that are not working for the clients but have helped incriminate parents. Also of extreme interest, is obtaining names/phone/location of CPS workers who are falsifying or have falsified documents in court and who have lied in a court setting. The people of New York State and the People of the United States of America demand a full investigation of all departments, and the termination of department until further the people also wish to sue for government entrapment as well as a suit brought against the case workers, family court judges, and district lawyers. The People through discovery have found:

1. The imbalance of funding is creating corruption

2. Corruption has filtered through all manner of government and related agencies

3. Judicial decisions violate the public trust

4. Laws are created and passed that give parens patriae unlimited power not provided by the Constitution

5. The pendulum has swung to create a monopoly strategy of funding extracted from dwindling Social Services that have been set up to help families in need is devastating families across America

6. Children’s lives are at stake while in the care of government funded agencies, such as rape, sexual abuse, physical abuse and neglect, mental abuse, and statistics show our children are being killed while in government placements out side of the parental home/or close relatives 

7. That the states are not following guidelines placing children with relatives but are screening them out using different criteria with foster families, or falsifying documents to entrap parents and not keeping the children in the home with parents but removing the children without due process or any true purpose other then to incriminate parents/family members and to insure family is unfit

8. That pockets of tyranny are going unchecked without recourse

9. Congress local government/ civil and family courts is not responsive to The People

10. That The People have been turned away from civil courts, and from family courts higher court of appeals, only to remain battered and bruised by the tyranny of these local government funded courts as the judges, case workers/commissioners and district attorneys mock the outraged parents and children of which they so willingly strip of their civil rights and liberties 

The People are declaring a public health crisis and human rights violation as well as their Civil rights are being stripped and taken from them and their families, as a result of these above atrocities and also In addition, The People find the Parens Patriae to be more than a doctrine but a specialized position created by the government for the government that violates Article 1 Sec 9, 10: No title of nobility or honors shall be granted by the United States. The title extends to the courts, Childrens Administration and public education violating Amendment 14 depriving persons of life, liberty and property without due process. The position applies as a collective.

The People are ordering an investigation of the departments as well as Family courts through out the United States of America and most important in New York State the people of the United States ask that all family court files,case files, court tapes, and videos be put into the investigation, as well as there be a federal lockdown on all CPS and family courts so that no tampering of documents can be done by such agencies, the fact is family court documents will show the fact that they are mishandled and manipulated by these agencies to insure incriminating charges are inevitable and due process is not being carried out, civil rights are violated, all human rights are violated and the United States Constitution is not on the agenda of these agencies. And the people of the United States of America are being abused by these powers.

I have been dealing with CPS, unfortunately, since I moved to Oregon from California late 2017. Since I was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in 2016; as well as having spinal surgery due to partial paralysis, I decided to start fresh in Oregon with my 7 year old son. We moved in with distant family. And within 2 months, for the first time in my single motherhood years, I was faced with CPS at my doorstep. They were their because of false allegations about me that were never substantiated or even investigated. My son`s father and the bi-polar wife of my cousin, Jared; whom we were staying with in Oregon briefly, made up a story about me that turned into an entire case full of lies. The case was based upon nothing except false allegations from a CPS documented, “unstable individual”, that, ” Is the cause of the child’s emotional distress”. Reports were made by a bi-polar, alcoholic, one of whom conspired against me with Sebastian’s father; to allow my son into the custody of the state, so he could then gain custody. Had he gone through the trouble to file, or communicate with me about it, the court would not be so kind to his requests. Considering his record, and absentee role as a father thus far. The case was handled completely incorrectly and illegally. I have also started a petition on this site, and thousands of others have as well. This very unstructured, abusive, and corrupt child’s welfare system, will ultimately be the downfall of our future leaders. To be torn from a comfortable, and loving life, as a child, and thrown into a whirlwind of injustice and confusion, is frightening, and heartbreaking to go through, for all involved. It destroys families, it causes harm on so many levels, and instead of helping families and children, it destroys every vulnerable piece left of them. I am one of millions suffering from the hands of the most disruptive, corrosive, and unlawful system governing our lives. Not one parent in the world, feels safe from this shadow force. The problems lie all within the entire juvenile justice system, and does not fall on one particular department. I lost my son to his father, for absolutely no reason except made up case files that condemned me; and to this day I have had no contact with my son due to parental alienation. He was shipped to North Carolina by the will of my lying case worker, Lauren Fields, Beaverton Oregon branch. There was no court order to take my son away from me, no warrant. There was no court order, or due process that determined that my son was to be sent away from me. No matter how diligent I have been with my formal complaining about the injustice, and government officials involved with my case; not one person has tried to locate my son for me, or assure me that he is alright. What his father is doing is completely illegal, he was granted this opportunity because the case slipped through the cracks. I am still listed as the custodial parent, and now I will have to pay exuberantly for legal assistance, just to put things back the way they were before this started. If the Child Protection Services had done their job, on any level, in any respect, in my case, this would never had happened. The way it was carried out was discriminatory and blatantly wrong. I had an expert witness that was not allowed to testify at my dependency hearing. It was because his testimony alone, would have destroyed the entire case with simple facts, and obvious disregard on CPS’ part, to the reality of the situation. To this day, I am waiting for my case to finish the appeal process, and my son has no idea what happened to his mommy. I was recently called by his father, before I was blocked from contacting him again, and threatened to never speak to my son again. He told me that I am in need of mental rehabilitation, and until I check into a facility for that, he plans to keep Sebastian out of my life. This situation is one of the most severely mishandled cases that could ever happen by the hands of the government. Cases like mine are causing Americans so much pain, on such a grand scale, and the death, torture, and abuse that it’s, in turn, allowing our very own kids to endure, can all be prevented. How many children have to fall victim to CPS’ hands, before change and accountability happen? Are we so easily disregarded, and considered dispensable in this era? Raising children is tough enough, having your own life taken from you, during the struggle of life, is a game changer. It is a life changing event that has no light at the end of the tunnel. It shows no promise for the future generations, and it is causing more harm than good. Please help make changes to the way CPS handles their business. Please take immunity away from them, please make sure the employed government officials that have committed crimes against innocent families, are heald responsible. Please give children in America, a chance to succeed, thrive and be loved. The one thing in this world that has the power to save us all, is love. There can never be too much love, please stop allowing love to dissipate at an alarming rate, here in our wonderful country. I will never give up hope, and I will continue to fight the system until Sebastian is home with me, where he belongs. 

Sincerely, 

Ms. Andrea Apple
8483 SW Hemlock St D
Tigard, OR 97223

Disturbing call from the father of my child whom kidnapped Sebastian….

As I try to keep my composure from the phone call I just got off with. I’m walking into my job with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart based off the incriminating incredibly disturbing and heart-wrenching conversation of my lifetime. This man who has so blindly taken everything from me completely wrong in every aspect of what he says based off absolutely no facts, other than the lies. He refuses to look at my emails explaining the truth, he refuses to look through the case file that explains the abuse in the foster home where he says our son gained most of his abilities that he has now. Whereas everything that Sebastian has gained through my time raising him is endless as far as creativity extremely smart beyond his years speaks well and is incredibly karizmatik funny and extremely a good kid. He’s taking all of that away from me and telling me that all of those things came from the abusive foster home which he will not admit was ever abusive, even though it’s documented in CPS is files numerous times that he refuses to look through.my son’s father is creating a serious situation for the long run that will involve my son being disturbed mentally incapacitated as far as evolving into a better person with a family that loves him because of all of the confusion abandonment and wars that went on in his young age between his family members his mom and his dad and the Foster family that are also family members that he was abused in. Brandon has absolutely no idea what he’s talking about he refers to our past more than the present he’s accusing me of using drugs because I have a improv comedy website on YouTube that’s literally g-rated and hilarious and that’s what he’s basing me being on drugs off of. It’s literally something to pass the time because I’m going through turmoil and if I don’t do something that makes me laugh and gives me pleasure suches making funny videos with my father who’s also sober I believe I should have that right because otherwise I’m losing all strength I’m losing the ability to hang on I’m getting closer and closer to falling into despair and I cannot allow myself to go down that route. My son needs need to be strong he wants to come home and yet he is not allowed to speak to me. In my experience the reason I believe my son is being held for me is because he absolutely wants to come home and will not say things that his father will agree with probably the opposite and the longing that I have the heartache that I have and this year undeniable pulling to my only child is breaking me down destroying my positive energy because it feels as if everything I do falls on deaf ears everything I put out there is ignored all of the work that I’ve done for this case has literally been ignored. I’m not sure what steps to take next but I haven’t been able to speak to my son this year his father is keeping him from me I was excited so I answer the phone thinking my son would be on the phone and lo and behold it was as abusive father who will not admit any of his faults who has all of our past construed into thinking that I was the bad guy he supported us the lies go on they were documented in my CPS case I was deemed a bad mother based off the lies that were said about me over and over and over and I have to live with that because I’m stuckin a system based off values in laws and rules to protect child parental rights and completely revised the family so they can be reconnected not pawned off to other parent that has been absent not adopted out and certainly not being kept from on any level of safety sanctity survival loved at this point my son thinks I abandoned him. Unthinkable things are probably being said about me and it has absolutely done nothing for m to be still a positive thinking happy-go-lucky posting funny videos on YouTube that make me feel better going through all this I need something to keep me happy and it’s being used against me because I’m apparently making videos that are drug-related in his narrow mind, because they’re funny there comedy their improv their silly they’re goofy their g-rated but anything that can relate me to being on a substance regardless of if it’s marijuana that I use for my medicine and to keep grounded and keep happy nothing is going to stop him from trying to keep my son from me; because he believes he’s in the right. I’m reaching out again right now just to give a testimony of what just happened as it happened in while it’s still fresh in my mind because I have absolutely no doubt in my mind that my son will and is going to come home I just don’t feel very happy whenever I get off the phone with his father he has never been supportive he’s always made me feel like a horrible horrible waste of a person the way he speaks to me the way he acts the way he portrays his friends view of me is absolutely despicable and all that I can say is the friends that I talk to, that he knows , that I know , have literally backed me up on him being a bad father his nickname when I met him was “Evil” and all that has happened in between was a couple small mistakes that I’ve paid for and he made many mistakes that he will not admit to especially the one where I supported him throughout our entire relationship but that was noted as the opposite. And it was also noted that I never wanted to be a mother, wrong!!! Coincidentally but it wasn’t noted in there that he was physically abusive to me and his ex-girlfriend and my son is now living in a home with him and his current girlfriend being exposed to that and not being told what happened to his mother except she abandon him how good is that to a blooming budding young child be forced to live one place taken from his mother abused in the foster home which is being denied by his father as well as dad will not listen to reason he won’t let me speak he talks over me he yells at me he absolutely shows me no respect and when I tell him that he’s alienating our son which is a federal offense in some countries he laughs at me and tells me he’s doing the right thing because his is clearly a better parent than I can ever be, because i messed up our son. The opposite is true our son is amazing because of the way I raised him he has no flaws his characteristics his creativity, ambitions and he eats well, are all because of me; and my son’s father wants to deny that and say that it’s all because of the foster home. In which our relatives, that have been documented in CPS files numerous times, as being the reason for Sebastian’s emotional distress his issues with a lot of things came from Jen’s house he was physically abused by his younger cousin he was threatened by the mother Foster mother who is my cousin’s wife she was always speaking about me in negative curse words in cps’s files it claims that she reported she would kill me with no hesitation of what was going to be her punishment in front of my son so my son was scared of her the whole time he live there and CPS messed up didn’t follow any rules didn’t follow regulations and all I did was raise my son to the best of my ability I move to Oregon to get sober I had one relapses I’m completed all of my courses to ensure that I didn’t have a relapse. WHAT screwed me the most was when I went to court for my dependency hearing the case worker had illegally already moved my son out of the state without any court order or locating to the state notifying anyone involved that might be able to do something about it and so when the court hearing happened what my case worker gave the judge was something that made him believe that I did absolutely nothing in order to get my son back and basically told me that I was a loser and I had none of the qualifications of being a good mother based off the fact that I had not tried to complete any of the progress associated programs that I was deemed to program to finish which was also false. I wanted to put all this down before it was gone from my memory I’m sorry if I was not uplifting in this posting but I’m coming from a place of complete sadness and I believe this is probably the one text part of me the one story posted with complete emotion speaking from feelings not feeling supported not feeling comforted and just feeling absolute despair over where my son is living in what he’s being subjected to and the fact that he is not allowed to speak to me come. I did however just locate his address that’s been suppressed by means of a little bit of help from my friends if there’s anyone out there that can help a with maybe trying to connect me with some source of resources that may help me extract my son from where he has been held alienated and kidnapped basically not even filed in the system where he lives, I would greatly appreciate any resources or any type of help in that manner thank you for listening I appreciate if you could share my petition and sign it that would be of much help to me I appreciate you all and I’m grateful for having this blog and people that listen.