I can not express how much pain this experience has caused me. Not to mention, how I usually am, has been drastically changed. I feel less joy, I feel jaded, I don’t believe in humanity as a whole, I also don’t hold family in high regard since they all betrayed me. However; my love and dedication to my son and to bring him home, has only grown stronger. I know that justice will prevail and Love is greater than deceit. No matter how much energy and time I’ve wasted to get attention about my situation, only to hit a wall. And no matter how many ignor me or lie to me….I will continue to press forward. My love is my son, he is my heart and all I live for. He makes me feel alive, worthy, and this entire experience, when Sebastian is home, will prove to me that I am worthy of being his mother. Nothing comes for free, I believe that you must work for what you have. Nothing worth having, comes free. My life has drastically changed more than a couple times. This is just a glitch in time, that will be in the past soon. I try to live in the now, try to focus on what I can do, and put my trust in the universe, and the overall balancing of it all. All you need is love, I have faith in the universe and know my son will never stop believing in me brining him home. I am greatful for the power of the web, and hope someone wants to help me publish my story. It has caused me to loose everything, unfortunately money is the only reason I’m in this position. I was a target, being a single mother, and low income. Without the help of Dr. Gilbert Kliman, and my dad, I would have been a lot less optimistic, and may have not been able to make it this far. Not a day goes by that I don’t try to reach my son. His father is ignoring my calls. He is afraid that his lies will be exposed and that my son will say something to me that will prove his story is false. But I will never stop fighting to bring my son home. I’m not sure who thought I would have given up by now, but this is one strong mother. I appreciate anyone who reads my blogs, I am greatful for any information shared with me, and I sympathize with anyone else going through anything remotely close to what I’m dealing with.
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The truth is out there, more people need to tell their stories of CPS Corruption, judicial ignorance, case worker purgery, and injustice to family unity. How are we suppose to protect our kids from THIS too? I want to help advocate for families struggling with CPS (Can't Protect Shite) to expose the truth about the corrupt system based on "children`s best interests". This is a sad reality that plagues the entire world. How easy you can have your life ripped from your arms, your heart ripped from your chest; and your life flash before your eyes. All it takes is a little bull*%#, sociopathic intentions, and a little nudge from the dark side to destroy someone else's family. Once they are in, you don`t get away without a fight. You literally have to fight for your children or they will walk all over you wihout thinking twice. False allegations are as good as facts to most CPS case workers, less "work" and more money. The rights of the custodial loving parent seems to mean less than securing our children's futures, and setting them up for success; to take our places at the helm. Something so cold and scary is at each families back door, crouching in the darkest shadows. False allegations, non substantiated lies, backed by uneducated, mentally unstable, and heartless people. I lost my son illegally, and I'm doing all I can to get the word and the truth out to the world. I will stop at nothing till my son is home with me. I am justified in my writing, because I'm telling the entire truth. I am going to expose the truth, give the facts, and hopefully educate people about the severity of this epidemic. I am supported by an expert child psychologist who is urging me to go public with my story. This is the beginning of my process to show the public the uneasy corrupt system we are fooled into trusting. Don't stop fighting, you know what needs to be done, so do something, anything! Until the masses come forth with their stories, this destructive force silently follows each and every parent, it is not picky. You may be in this mess for a good reason, but their is never a good reason to separate a child from a safe, loving parent; especially after court services are completed. In my situation, my entire case is a farce, fueled by a manic, sociopathic heartless, empty vessel I once knew. Join me in my journey to expose CPS Corruption, and each person that was involved. I lost everything just months after I moved to Oregon to start anew. Within 1.5 months, for the first time in my life, I had 3 calls into the hotline with false allegations that brought hell to my doorstep. I trusted in my family, and was literally disowned by them, back turned on me in my lowest, most emotionally damaging experience of my life, and nobody bats an eye. "CPS doesn't mess up that bad!" That is the disillusioned view of anyone that refuses to educate themselves. Family=Unconditional love. I learned the hard way, that statement means jack. Do yourself a solid, keep your grudge, and passive aggression out of the lives of other parents, for the child's sake. If there is nothing to substantiate a case, no abuse, no cause for alarm, all you have left are empty lies. But in this society, feeding the pig faces, and summoning the LOST monster are priorities over our children, how upset my grandma would be if she were still here. Don't give up parents! View all posts by aapple6311