Stand up and Shout! For the Silenced

How can you not Want to get involved? There are so many movements sweeping through the Nation that are focused on Saving the Children, the voice-less. Having these demonstrations have been pulling out the monsters from their hiding places. GOD is very real and working through us Renegades of the Family of Light. Please join the fight against Child Abuse any way possible. You are able to speak for the voiceless this way, stand up for something we can all get behind, something tangible. If we do nothing, then they win. This entire cover up is to mask and also, unveil some of the most despicable and disgraceful devil worshiping clans on this planet today; and expose the preposterousness.

We can not stand by and let these children cry and die alone in a dark place crying out for their parents, or a grown up to save them. We must come together stronger than ever and rescue our future. This is more of what the extremists want from their Conquer and Divide tactic. This weakens us by using our hearts to reel us in. To take our very own future from us piece by peace. Our own flesh and blood are being taken at an alarming rate and people are still distracted with the crap on the news. WAKE UP PEOPLE! THIS IS ABOUT THE CHILDREN AND WE NEED TO SAVE THEM! Put some effort into the one thing that every single human on this planet has a connection with, humanity. And help us expose the reality of what is hiding in the shadows. Hundreds of thousands of huge big names are stepping down, nobody wonders why…..It is not hard to see the patterns? They are all sickos. This is not a dream, please open your swollen shut eyes and notice the world around you appears to be crumbling, that is what THEY want you to see. You can not imagine what the children are going through, if we are experiencing this on top level you have to know that underground is probably much much worst.

When I became a sentient being on this planet I signed up for a rescue mission of a lifetime. You are all reading this and know you are here for the same reason. It takes an uprising, a revolution, a huge awakening to continue to drain the swamp. Who knew it was so deep, who thought children had anything to do with it. Who in their right minds would have ever even fathomed, that something so gruesome and so far out there has been operating without fail under all of our noses. It is not time to wallow, or shy away, we are all being called to step into the roles we were put here to do, and awaken and rescue and revive and revolt. Stand strong together parents, and adults, and look at the future crumbling in front of us. They use our babies to weaken our future. It is plain as day, if you are still not awake, then take the pill and open your souls to the fear and anguish calling your names. We are the ones they have been waiting for.
See how the soul-less are coming out of the hiding spots to expose themselves and pay for what they have been doing…..Do you notice that as we get stronger, they weaken and throw more rhetoric and smack talking at us. They think we are stupid America. They have us underestimated. It is time to be that superhero you know you were born to be. Dads. Moms. Grandparents. Sisters. Brothers. All colors and all cultures, the main focus needs to be the children. PLEASE SEE. PLEASE WAKE UP. All we are doing is what THEY have planned, fighting against ourselves to tear the world apart without them even stepping in. America is doing worst with the virus because we can not get the drug to cure it, that is sold over the counter in other countries. And up until early this year, Americans could buy it if they wanted.

Too many, too long, and NO more will we sit and wait. We must go out and fight, in a peaceful way, knowledge is power. Turn your thoughts and prayers to the children waiting to be rescued. Do what you can to bring awareness because it is drawing them out like flies. Be strong, represent BLUE and YELLOW, and sign up for movements, write your congress, senate, parents, people need to know this is much more than a “pandemic”. We are at war, for our freedom of speech, our right to bare arms, the right to raise our children in a safe world, and WE are the revolutionaries that our children need, to allow them to proceed and provide in the world for many generations.

If you didn’t feel the need to stand up when Epstein was caught, If you don’t agree with Ds, but didn’t say anything. If you heard the rumors about Hollywood and Politicians and tried to tell others, but nobody believed you, if you read about Tom Hanks and still don’t understand what the hell is going on…….Now is your time to wake up. It is more important than you can ever imagine. This is the turning point of a new era, the problem is, we still do not have the problems plaguing us, under control…

Get up, Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Right!!!!!!!

Fear Factor 101

These days it’s hard to think too much about what happened in the past. I think nowadays we are all so use to this secluded lifestyle change,  that we forget about our past. Or is it the opposite? Since this break down of society, whilst amongst the biggest publicized population control attempt of my lifetime. We all have time to focus on what we have been missing. Spending our time handling business otherwise left to the wayside; and perhaps even finishing up, or beginning to write our book. It is a time of reflection, binge eating and Carol Baskin! I have seen the most outrageous things on the mainstream media news that I can only relate to the likes of The Butterfly Project. The ultra hot topic of the season seems to be this flu that has been proven to be synthetic. The research for this, along with other vaccines were paid for by a huge American mogul, and other Deeply involved monsters in masks. So far thier evil plan is working,  the world stopped working. The economy is crashing, people are being traumatized enough to eat what they are being fed. By reportig all deaths, as Covid-19,  regardless of the actual cause, has kept the entire world in a state of fear and anxiety.  Not to mention, broke, pissed off, confused, and still blinded by the simplest fact that Trump is actually the only man helping us.

He is the only thing standing in the way of the corrupt  puppet masters wearing smiles and handing out lollipops filled with razor blades. Under the guise of this plague, our American President is working day and night. Along side the Military, thousands are being rescued from trafficking operations worldwide. No other president has ever done half of what he has accomplished, in only less than 4 years. Other rich and famous leaders, and rulers accross the globe have thwarted thier powerful statute.  To abuse, enslave, buy and sell, sacrifice, and even ingest smaller humans then they. Nothing like that would ever be publicized, or even beleived if one were to have exposed such haneous crimes. It is more publicly talked about than Biden’s dementia right now.  If you know what I am talking about,  and you have heard the horror stories, then you must wonder where all these victims come from….

A disturbing shocker is right in front of your noses. So many wonder why CPS does such a bad job in returning children to thier families. CPS case workers are known liars, and the judges are the gate keepers. Money is more important than our children to these bad actors. And our future is being swept under the rug, gone without a trace, we need a super hero to bring justice. This person has to be stealthy, witty and appear too dumb to know what the heck is really going on. They must also, have much knowledge of businesses and where the big money is accross the land. Money leads to corrupt operations.  They have to be able to move mountains, build walls, and walk with an army following. The mainstream media wants people to hate Trump; it is not that hard to see. That would mean that somehow he must be a threat to “the powers that (hide) be”-hind the curtains.

I hope people think for themselves and stop the madness. The real plague is not the actual disease, it’s fear. Our own stupidity gets us into trouble so often, more often than we let ourselves believe.  Let’s all take part in the awakening, and ascend instead of slipping into submission. Before it is too late to change your mind, make a conscious desicion to research, look into things, make use of your freedoms. The biggest kicker is, all the troubles we have been through and wars, and threats from “terrorists”; all the suppressed healthcare, minimum wages and unfair judicial systems. They have been strategically placed, to scare the masses, to work toward THEIR agenda.  Nothing we have been taught is actually real. Stop allowing this insanity, walk on your own feet, listen with your two ears and pay attention to what is not obvious. It is going to be the future of our species that will thank us for being smart enough to make our own desicions. Many people accept the way things are, because they don’t want to know the truth. Others are scared to find out, so they don’t seek it out.  Then there are the others that know the truth, and no matter how much opposition faces us, we stand up tall with our guardians and angels around us, and bring forth, with positive energy, to tell everyone that knowledge is power! Don’t give up humanity! You are made up of pure love, and capible of anything.  You all want to jump to higher dimension,  right? It is a lot easier then you may have thought, just try. Be kind, and think before you make decisions that will be in motion for 4 years , more or less. Stay positive and believe in a better world, think about happiness, love everyone and realize that we are all one, and everything has consciousness.  If you effect someone or something else, you are effecting yourself. OUCH!

Our Future is Being Stifled

Why is the funding for our children, always the last thing on the minds of lawmakers and the like?

Are most influential people and lobby persons with power; insane, ignorant, pediphiles or worst?

The very sad truth is, all of the above. It as if these inhumane zombies are souless, soulsuckers. Most are child-less, love-less, lonely bullies. Someone obviously never loved these poor children, or someone stole their snack on the playground too many times. One too many times, is all it takes to turn an innocent being, into a sociopathic, revenge seeking ‘living weapon’. Once the time came to become a grown-up, these meat sacks had to conform to fit in; and figure out how to become like everyone else. In essence, blend in and mask their true identities. This enabled them to get close to others, give the impression that they can be trusted, and possibly even appear human. The intent of revenge still whirls about in their tummies and takes up most of their mindless chatter. They are never at peace, they do not sleep at night, and nobody really knows them deep to the core. They are shells of human beings, only being fueled by negativity and thoughts of empowerment at any cost. The fact of the matter is, this is so many “people” walking the earth nowadays, you usually would not know them from someone that has a soul. The discuize goes so deep, their own families never even see how truly broken they are, and may even be the cause of their despair.

It is a sad and extremely hard to think about, individuals described above are running things around the globe. Shit is so convoluded, covered up, lied about, and misinforming; that the people usually have no clue what the hell is going on. Or why the things that happen, are able to continue under lawful inspection. The justice system has been flawed for so long, and we protest and fight, and stand up, and get shit on. They are intimidated by numbers and since we out number these creatures with human costumes, it is inevitable what must be done. EVERYTHING THAT WE CAN! Do not give up your rights, do not stop fighting, and never bow down to them. Question everything, don’t eat what they feed you. Think for yourself and keep a close eye on your children and research, learn, and prepare. Never stop standing up for your beliefs never stop loving yourself and always teach and prepare your children and family about survival and self love. The world we have grown up with has been cold and sufficating. We have grown use to this abuse, and for a while, excepted it as the norm. It is not benefiting anyone on any level. The goal is to ascend in conciousness. That is the biggest fear that the yellow bellied bullies have. The concioussness that we share, is strong, spread love. That is power, knowledge is also power. And having a secure foundation and promoting truth, love, and curiosity; will strengthen the lives of our children that will seed the ground for a possitive generation, who will be leaders one day. Is that not the goal of all parents these days? To give our kids what we did not have growing up. To help them feel secure and loved so they are self confident and open to love and question the answers. That is the generation that thinks on a level unknown to the “rulers” of today. Our kids are their worst enemies……I just realized that is the main focus in their feble, distraught, and regressed mindsets. To destroy all hope for the future, by terrorizing our children and ourselves. That is main reason that so many children are missing, lost to the system, caught up in corruption, and not given the funding they need to succeed. These grown ass “persons” in charge of the laws, ignore the importance of strengthening families. And for once, I finally understand it. Understanding why, is the first step.

I will be writing again, it is very useful in figuring things out that are major questions and concerns work themselves out as you think and put it out there into the universe. I encourage everyone to write more and think more. Stay blessed, sanitize your surroundings, and minds, and wash your hands. This flu is getting more attention than it deserves……So what are they diverting our attention away from???????? Any thoughts?

Help me take CPS to court without a lawyer.

This law firm has rescinded their commitment to my case. I am not located in Washington, where the firm is based out of. I was not able to convince their law team to take my case, in a state where some of their best lawyers can work in (Oregon). Due to my case not involving being sexually abused in the foster home. So, I am not sure how to go about the next step, but I filed a Tort Claim almost two years ago. This stated my intent to sue CPS, weather it is done on my own, or with help; I intend to make my story heard. I have so much documented proof of CPS abusing power, stripping our civil rights, and never being concerned about the child’s best interests. I have copies of my CPS case file, transcripts from court, and anything needed to get a settlement offer agreed upon, rather than going to court. My case was unfounded, and dismissed. However; my public defender made me admit to having anxiety and menopause, which the court turned into mentally unstable and took my child from me. Based off no proof of any concern involving myself and my child. I have not spoken to Sebastian in over a year. His father is committing parental alienation, after an interstate abduction. Any assistance would be so amazing, can somebody please point me in a direction? I already did all the footwork, kept extremely detailed notation, and have documented proof of indisputable issues CPS carried through with. And how they ignored my concerns, during my case, in the foster home. I was ignored, lied to, lied about, and still; nobody in my entire family will talk to me at all, because they don’t believe how CPS can mess up so badly. I have to clear my name in court to even have a normal life again. Help Please!


Justice will be Mine!

The time has come, the law firm that has agreed to take my case; discusses specifics this week. I will have a timeline, and plan of action figured out pretty soon. My holidays are gloomy still, but just around the corner, is hope. I am moving out of this corrupt state, closer to Sebastian this next year. I feel positive energy about 2020, it is looking brighter around the corner now. I am hoping that if it actually goes to court, that there will be a huge outcome of supporters and media. I’ll keep y’all posted.

Sleepless in Oregon…

I have everything I need, except money to reunite us. Nobody has donated to my cause and I have attempted 3 separate times, to raise money for my displaced child. I have found no support in any capacity on the renegade mission this time either. The case will be dealt with neatly, organized, planned with presicion, and lawfully; when I make it back to Oregon with Sebastian.

And unfortunately, since I’m a stage IV cancer survivor, on a fixed and limited income; affording such an endeavor, (even though it is the only time I’ve ever reached out for help) it falls on deaf ears. Not ever have I been one to need assistance or have I been in the position where I’m begging for someone just to read my posts. It has been very hard to comprehend, especially being that everyone I knew, almost, was in a dilutional mindset focused on being AGAINST ME. And those planted opinions of me ( again….completely out of character for me) were only based off lies. And never proven heresay. Plus, all four of my case workers false reporting, a discraceful judicial system; that had three different public defenders attempt to handle my case.

IN CONCLUSION—-DHS/CPS STEALS CHILDREN. AND IF THE CASES CARRY OUT ALL THE WAY THROUGH TO THE CHILD BEING KIDNAPPED, (SENT AWAY) WITH NO CONCERN FOR CHILDREN’S WELL BEING. THEY ARE ALL ASSURED MORE BLOOD MONEY. **Currently the seemingly “seperate entities”, PUBLIC DEFENDERS,JUDGES, and the Case workers, ALL MAKE THE MOST MONEY PER CASE, ONLY WHEN IT IS CARRIED OUT COMPLETELY. Regardless of any positive changes from parents, in the interim. Regardless how I was abused by the system, discriminated against, and lied about over and over..I still lost my son, illegally.

Legally, and lawfully, my case was fabricated, I was placated, and made a fool of, my family has all ignored my plea’s, discraced me and forgotten about the person that use to be loved unconditionally. They have taken everything I’ve ever worked for, and loved; in less than a one year time frame. My son is being lied to, and hearing others lying about me. That has become a constant in his life experience lately. And the stinger, over all the rest, his father has alienated us, I have not spoken to my sweet boy in a year. I know, personally, two of the worst parents I’ve met, have been through the CPS rigamoral, and both with extremely serious provable parental abusive cases- still….NEVER LOST THIER CHILDREN IN THE END.


I’m going through menopause,stress, depression, and now my body doesn’t function well enough to retain a full time job successfully. I am broken physically and emotionally, having no support from my family has been the worst experience of my life thus far. My family has condemned me, because individuals with a pinnochio nose a mile long, swindled the seemingly febel minded people in my life. The level of betrayal, loss, and loneliness I’ve suffered since I got into Oregon, has started a fire inside me. And being faced with the greatest, meanest, sneakiest, vile monstrosities on this dimension, the Phoenix waits anxious, but patient. Indeed, not one person I know can relate to my situation in such a capicity that would allow a perspective view. Or an understanding of my seriously grim storyline. Maybe I expect too much of my network. I don’t know if my posts are even looked at. I had a bigger turn out from old friends when I was in the hospital with cancer. My CHILD HAS BEEN TAKEN, NO PAPER TRAIL, ALIENATED, EMOTIONALLY ABUSED, LIED TO BY FAMILY, AND SEPERATED FROM ONE ANOTHER, AND ALL I WANT IS TO KNOW IM NOT ALONE. The day I stepped foot on Portland Oregon’s despicable-back-stabbing, LIBERAL AF soil, I WAS ALONE.

IN THE TWO YEARS I’VE BEEN OUT OF CALI, I’VE ONLY REALLY NEEDED A FRIEND, SOMEONE TO TALK TO, VENT TO, or assure that I’m not alone. Instead I feel forgotten about. It’s difficult to be in my skin right now, I’m so tired of fighting, I’m so afraid for my son’s emotional state, his trust issues will extend to family when it’s resolved. All for what? The worst possible outcome in most DHS cases, the child is harmed after being taken out of thier loving, fimilar home. And greedy, heartless, drones continue to deform the minds of many of America’s future leaders.

Please help bring Sebastian home

Please read and repost. No obligation to donate, I have many disturbing updates to blog later today. Please be aware that the government corrupted judicial system will be the demise of the overall sanity of families and children; causing damage beyond repair. These are the faces of the future of the world. And the judicial system is allowing our very own future leaders, to endure extreme heartache, betrayal and abandonment. How noncondusive to to the betterment of American future events and communications.

The amount of disregard for my son’s wellbeing and my emotional state, by the state of Oregon; is downright offensive. The months of anticipation to recieve a remanded verdict, was squashed the other day. Unfortunately I opened my email on my birthday to read the attached letters. It made me curl up like a baby and cry my eyes out like I hadn’t done in so long. My boy is not only ‘invisible’, but now I have this crap response to a clearly unlawful situation that cost me my life and my son’s life. His father has abusive tendencies. He was raised without his father, and distrusts, even hates women; he once confided to me. He also has not been in Sebastian’s life monetarily, or emotionally, or physically. The court dismissed my case as if I never came to Oregon with my son. They took no responsibility or action, based off my extremely poorly handled child welfare case. They didn’t want to change my verdict due to all the wrong actions taken against me by Washington County DHS. In doing so, they would have had countless inconsistencies and lies, not to mention, ill-filed documents; and many many unsubstantiated lies to base thier opinions on. I am, again, outraged. To know that I have to suffer this much by the hands of something so blatantly wrong and untruthful; is extremely sad, frustrating and dameaning. It’s as if I am in a foreign land;and have had my rights stripped of me and my child kidnapped and sold. I am in the process of writing a screen play, or book. I have been in constant persuit of anyone that will publish my story. And, going to begin again, trying to get any government officials to listen to me, and help me. Please help me with any resources or persons of interest to contact based on the needs I have now. Thank you so much ❤️

Keep Your Nose Out Of Other Family’s Business!

I recently found out that my friend living in Florida; is dealing with CPS now.

This happened because the school called. The way our schools don’t pay much attention to many healthy dietary regulations, kids with food sensitivities have difficulty eating them. Therefore; some may get the wrong impression if noticing a child gettin ill after lunch, on occasion…. The woman I speak of raises three healthy girls, thier dad has recently passed. She is a good person, and a great single mom with much family support. The school nurse felt the need to accuse this wonderful lady of abuse, due to her bulimic young daughter!

A CPS case was reported and now she has a list of required actions to assure them that all the girls are in good health and eating a proper diet. This, amongst other things, will allow her to produce results, and the case will be dismissed. This is in a perfect world, and I sincerely hope that is how the case will go.

In my case, I had 2 malicious associates that I had never done anything disrespectful or hurtful to, at any point in our lives. One was my sons father. They continued to feed the case workers with lies about me, falsified documents, and portrayed me as a horrible person. That, with the help of the noncompliant case workers; and thier added lies into my case file. This gave the decision makers the wrong impression of me. That made it a loosing effort on my part, that no matter what I said, or did, I was definitely not going to have a chance against this corrupt association. I was apparently accused of kicking my son, on the way to get on the bus one day; by the bus driver. It was a morning after we had an argument about getting dressed. So Sebastian was crying, I certainly wanted him to feel loved and better, before going to school. I made certain to express this as to give him a better experience to his school day. It just shows us all how misunderstanding situations lead to child removal, lies, ruined families, and uncertain children, that are left behind and felt abandoned by thier true families. Leaving a scarred heart, and scarred lives. Mostly leaving an emptiness never filled again, until reunited. It makes me so emotional and extremely sad. I cry thinking about my son, no matter how hard I hold back. I need this to be over. Im so worried about him. He is beimg held against his will, to contact me. His father is committing abuse by committing parental alienation. I want to go extract my baby from NC. I am still the registered as the custodian of my son, does anyone know if that is legal???

Petition the Government……

April 28, 2019

Dear President Donald J. Trump: 
Dear Sen. Ron Wyden : 
Dear Sen. Jeff Merkley : 
Dear Rep. Suzanne Bonamici : 

Families are being abused by State CPS and Family Courts through out the United States of America, this is a major issue that needs to be addressed, Families that have had their civil rights violated through family court proceedings and the fact that all due process and constitutional rights are violated and manipulated by family court judges, District Attorneys, and Commissioners of /social services departments as well as CPS workers, and court appointed attorneys that are not working for the clients but have helped incriminate parents. Also of extreme interest, is obtaining names/phone/location of CPS workers who are falsifying or have falsified documents in court and who have lied in a court setting. The people of New York State and the People of the United States of America demand a full investigation of all departments, and the termination of department until further the people also wish to sue for government entrapment as well as a suit brought against the case workers, family court judges, and district lawyers. The People through discovery have found:

1. The imbalance of funding is creating corruption

2. Corruption has filtered through all manner of government and related agencies

3. Judicial decisions violate the public trust

4. Laws are created and passed that give parens patriae unlimited power not provided by the Constitution

5. The pendulum has swung to create a monopoly strategy of funding extracted from dwindling Social Services that have been set up to help families in need is devastating families across America

6. Children’s lives are at stake while in the care of government funded agencies, such as rape, sexual abuse, physical abuse and neglect, mental abuse, and statistics show our children are being killed while in government placements out side of the parental home/or close relatives 

7. That the states are not following guidelines placing children with relatives but are screening them out using different criteria with foster families, or falsifying documents to entrap parents and not keeping the children in the home with parents but removing the children without due process or any true purpose other then to incriminate parents/family members and to insure family is unfit

8. That pockets of tyranny are going unchecked without recourse

9. Congress local government/ civil and family courts is not responsive to The People

10. That The People have been turned away from civil courts, and from family courts higher court of appeals, only to remain battered and bruised by the tyranny of these local government funded courts as the judges, case workers/commissioners and district attorneys mock the outraged parents and children of which they so willingly strip of their civil rights and liberties 

The People are declaring a public health crisis and human rights violation as well as their Civil rights are being stripped and taken from them and their families, as a result of these above atrocities and also In addition, The People find the Parens Patriae to be more than a doctrine but a specialized position created by the government for the government that violates Article 1 Sec 9, 10: No title of nobility or honors shall be granted by the United States. The title extends to the courts, Childrens Administration and public education violating Amendment 14 depriving persons of life, liberty and property without due process. The position applies as a collective.

The People are ordering an investigation of the departments as well as Family courts through out the United States of America and most important in New York State the people of the United States ask that all family court files,case files, court tapes, and videos be put into the investigation, as well as there be a federal lockdown on all CPS and family courts so that no tampering of documents can be done by such agencies, the fact is family court documents will show the fact that they are mishandled and manipulated by these agencies to insure incriminating charges are inevitable and due process is not being carried out, civil rights are violated, all human rights are violated and the United States Constitution is not on the agenda of these agencies. And the people of the United States of America are being abused by these powers.

I have been dealing with CPS, unfortunately, since I moved to Oregon from California late 2017. Since I was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in 2016; as well as having spinal surgery due to partial paralysis, I decided to start fresh in Oregon with my 7 year old son. We moved in with distant family. And within 2 months, for the first time in my single motherhood years, I was faced with CPS at my doorstep. They were their because of false allegations about me that were never substantiated or even investigated. My son`s father and the bi-polar wife of my cousin, Jared; whom we were staying with in Oregon briefly, made up a story about me that turned into an entire case full of lies. The case was based upon nothing except false allegations from a CPS documented, “unstable individual”, that, ” Is the cause of the child’s emotional distress”. Reports were made by a bi-polar, alcoholic, one of whom conspired against me with Sebastian’s father; to allow my son into the custody of the state, so he could then gain custody. Had he gone through the trouble to file, or communicate with me about it, the court would not be so kind to his requests. Considering his record, and absentee role as a father thus far. The case was handled completely incorrectly and illegally. I have also started a petition on this site, and thousands of others have as well. This very unstructured, abusive, and corrupt child’s welfare system, will ultimately be the downfall of our future leaders. To be torn from a comfortable, and loving life, as a child, and thrown into a whirlwind of injustice and confusion, is frightening, and heartbreaking to go through, for all involved. It destroys families, it causes harm on so many levels, and instead of helping families and children, it destroys every vulnerable piece left of them. I am one of millions suffering from the hands of the most disruptive, corrosive, and unlawful system governing our lives. Not one parent in the world, feels safe from this shadow force. The problems lie all within the entire juvenile justice system, and does not fall on one particular department. I lost my son to his father, for absolutely no reason except made up case files that condemned me; and to this day I have had no contact with my son due to parental alienation. He was shipped to North Carolina by the will of my lying case worker, Lauren Fields, Beaverton Oregon branch. There was no court order to take my son away from me, no warrant. There was no court order, or due process that determined that my son was to be sent away from me. No matter how diligent I have been with my formal complaining about the injustice, and government officials involved with my case; not one person has tried to locate my son for me, or assure me that he is alright. What his father is doing is completely illegal, he was granted this opportunity because the case slipped through the cracks. I am still listed as the custodial parent, and now I will have to pay exuberantly for legal assistance, just to put things back the way they were before this started. If the Child Protection Services had done their job, on any level, in any respect, in my case, this would never had happened. The way it was carried out was discriminatory and blatantly wrong. I had an expert witness that was not allowed to testify at my dependency hearing. It was because his testimony alone, would have destroyed the entire case with simple facts, and obvious disregard on CPS’ part, to the reality of the situation. To this day, I am waiting for my case to finish the appeal process, and my son has no idea what happened to his mommy. I was recently called by his father, before I was blocked from contacting him again, and threatened to never speak to my son again. He told me that I am in need of mental rehabilitation, and until I check into a facility for that, he plans to keep Sebastian out of my life. This situation is one of the most severely mishandled cases that could ever happen by the hands of the government. Cases like mine are causing Americans so much pain, on such a grand scale, and the death, torture, and abuse that it’s, in turn, allowing our very own kids to endure, can all be prevented. How many children have to fall victim to CPS’ hands, before change and accountability happen? Are we so easily disregarded, and considered dispensable in this era? Raising children is tough enough, having your own life taken from you, during the struggle of life, is a game changer. It is a life changing event that has no light at the end of the tunnel. It shows no promise for the future generations, and it is causing more harm than good. Please help make changes to the way CPS handles their business. Please take immunity away from them, please make sure the employed government officials that have committed crimes against innocent families, are heald responsible. Please give children in America, a chance to succeed, thrive and be loved. The one thing in this world that has the power to save us all, is love. There can never be too much love, please stop allowing love to dissipate at an alarming rate, here in our wonderful country. I will never give up hope, and I will continue to fight the system until Sebastian is home with me, where he belongs. 


Ms. Andrea Apple
8483 SW Hemlock St D
Tigard, OR 97223